Mama, we're all go to hell

It's so unfair. In Naples today was 28 C degrees and sun. Eh, Poland, I love you, but seriously - I can love you wherever I am. Yesterday was quite good, but it could be better, never mind. The end of the weekend and I had no time for me. I've done nothing. Today I was dying, this is not funny, I hate this, but sometimes it's necessary. I have no idea what I will do now. I'm still in one point, I don't like it. I'm feel so lonely. The worst thing in that is that I will be lonly for a long time now. So sad. So bad. I regret this time that I lost for you. This is so depressing.